My Feeling

I don`t know what should I say anymore, it seems I have poured all my feeling to Her here. OK, I`m speaking about my feeling that says that I have been a joke to Her. One of the prove is when I send SMS to Her, She replied “he….he”. this is a prove that She laugh me. It`s OK, She treats me this way, because She reasonable do it. It`s no wonder if She becomes arrogant, because, it`s a fact. But my feeling to Her, my admire to Her (if it`s not allowed to say love) will never fade just because this simple matter……, at least until this time. Our companionship is so short, but I can`t help my feeling to Her. It seems I feel loosing something since She`s going. If it has been, everything can`t stop my feeling. The only thing that can stop this acting. Eventhough the world laughs me, I will never change my feeling to Her, this is the important, “It`s The Power of Love”. My feeling also says that my love “engages in clapping for one hand”, but I will stay facing it wisely and I confess to my defeat. I can`t afford to hate Her, maybe I just want to try to forget Her. If my love engages in clapping for one hand, I am an easy going, and I hate lies, so, very many things in my behavior that show these. I wish, the person I write here also does the same things. Chatting shout hating loathing shout loathing, I just write what I feel in me to Her. It`s not negative thinking. I am sorry if I hurt your heart. I love you anyway………….