Who is Her?

This website, I made as my hearts feeling. I feel lazy to make a diary, besides books are needed, diary can`t share to “netter” in this world. Anyway I present this website to somebody I have admiring, that I haven`t know Her for long time but I have been brief to conclude if She is a kind girl. Maybe if somebody else wont be brief to conclude somebody`s personal on a short time, so I am not a kind of man like that. The one I admire has gone leaving me, leave my missing. But, does She care about me? Who am I?
I am “no one”. And for me, She is “someone”. Whatever Her feeling to me, revolted, hate, or everything, the most important I wont change my feeling to Her. It`s my admire feeling ang my love. As far as this time (since She`s gone) we often contact by phone. I state all that feeling to Her, because I am honest person, so it doesn`t become load in me. But honestly, it may become a boomerang to me if She respons by hate. But, for this matter I don`t want to “pre judgement” first, let Her determine everything is up to Her. The most important are I admire and love Her. Who is Her??? She is special girl for me. I wish for Her so that every Her hope and want are realized. Good luck my love…..